NutSack!!!

Okay, I fucked up. I wrote a song and I choked up when I tried to sing it to Audrey. Maybe its because it reminds me of Never Shout Never, who , by the way, I hate with all my little heart. Or maybe I was scared she would hate it, which makes no since! Because she has the lyrics now, and is going to read them anyway! I couldn't even fucking give her the rhythm. Now I feel like shit, and just want to go die. :3
Anyway, as you can already tell, I went to Aujes house today! And out of knowere, I got a random call from Q-tip. So I didn't answer it. I know all you guys out there are going to be like, "WHY DID YOU NOT ANSWER IT HUH??? SEXSEXSEXSEX" And no. We were watching a scary movie, And we were cuddled up perfectly. :3 It was incredibly romantic and i didn't feel like talking to anyone. Ya know? Little did I know, they would ruin the moment anyway. Suddenly a knock on the window was sounded. Which Btw SCARED THE FUCK OUT OF ME. :DDD. So she got up, and it was Q-Tip, And Caige!..... sigh.
So we hung out with them for a while...... sigh... Okay Okay, Ima Admit! I hadn't Seen Caige in like 3 months, and i hadn't seen Q-tip in like.... 3 days. So it was kinda fun! But still. they really did ruin the perfect day. We had taken a romantic walk :3. And It was almost so perfect...until they came. And Ooh! She Gave me A Note!!!! I LOVE Her notes. They make me feel like someone cares. Because, She does care. Shes the only one... And Then again I had to go, and fuck up everything, and choke.
I just couldn't sing it!!! And i promised her i would. I feel horrible, Ima Go cry. Just kidding!........sorta... Anyway. I Have NO Idea How Like. Eminem gets up infront of huge crowds and sings :(. Ugh. I feel like shit now.
In other news, Im going on vacation In like a week, i think. :c And Uh Yeah... Im in a shitty mood now.
Niiight,
-Awesome <3