my life is perfection..

I tried audrey
i tried to sleep
When i close my eyes,
I see you
When I open them,
I see darkness.
Why can't it be the other way around.
I'm cold,
All the time.
I shiver
Why can't you be here to keep me warm.
Your imprinted in my mind,
All i think about
No matter what
Your always there,
If only you were always here as well.
I can't wait to see you,
I could wait to leave you
I cant control when i see you
I cant set when i leave you
Never,
Thats when i want to leave you
To hold you
and kiss you
always
But for now
I can see you
but i can't open my eyes
or you wont be there
why
why is everything perfect
yet not anything is right
Why cant they be the same
Your writing is on my walls
and your words in my mind
your eyes should be closed by now
as well as mine,
But for now its darkness
and thought
no sleep
none for me
I miss you