Not really, But it was fun! Yesterday we and by we I mean Audrey and I with the ride and money of my mother, Went to the local thrift store. I'm not sure if your completely aware of this. the people who go to thrift stores are kinda the people you would never expect, and at the same time the exact people you would expect. I'm talking, they had there preppy chick who kept staring at me and making me want to go curb stomp her face, the fat lady who was with the preppy chick, and a bunch of homeless looking people. I'm not trying to be mean against them, its just sorta awkward looking at skirts next to a lady that smells like poop and has what looks to be a beard. And her look at you and give you the look of. "Woah, really your buying a skirt? Crossdresser alarm!" Trust me, looks can give allot away.
But hey! I'm not a crossdresser, i'm TS or TG. one of those two, Every time i go to a doctor they say some other term, i truthfully think they're just making up some of them.
"Well we don't see this allot, It seams you have Transpooperonmyface" They always start with Tran, but after that you would be surprised. Anyway! back to the story, I ended up getting A black and white shirt, thats like Super effing cute! Sorry..it is. A blue skirt, A black shirt that makes my bra ride up because i have nothing to keep it down, Hint hint. Boobs.. A GIR hoodie thing, I don't know. A....okay bere with me here miny skirt. Which is weird for me because i'm usually trying to keep as much of my skin hidden. And with this thing on my balls are practicably seen, but its actually quite nice, with leggings obviously. A yellow striped top, So awesome, Not so much cute. More "Omg its so cute, BUT SO BADASS >:D. I cant wait as soon as i get my boobs ima just kick down doors and march in with my miny skirt and my yellow top. I got more to! but im getting sorta tired of the subject.
Today i sorta hinted at a picnic for auj, And then took on one. The horse stables were closed though. However we got rechargeable batteries! Hell yes! So everyday now! Maybe not like, sundays or something. Trust me its a hard thing to do. Anyway, i dont even know who won the superbowl auj and i came home and took like a five hour nap. We walked way too much and we were tired. She even let me change into female clothing.
We came up with a name for female me, it used to be Ellen. After a WoW Character Ellaana. But hey, this try two! So new name new clothing and new attitude! Tessa is my new name, Short for... Tessa! Doctor tomorrow, Which im really dreading. I hate going there. I might of already said something about the doctor in this post but whatever! Hes going to talk to me and if im fit i hope hes going to give me something to stop this goddamn puberty! Because i really do not want to progress anymore THANKYOU. I think hairy toes and legs and well yeah. i just enough, actually way too much. And after i stop puberty then I get to start the other puberty! So im really hoping this all works out. Sadly auj cant come with me because my parrents dont think its a good idea to bring your girlfriend with you to the doctor who your trying to convince you want to be female as well. Whatever! Shes way more supportive then anyone else, She does my makeup and lends me clothing and...Cut my hair.. >:C
I think by the time my hair grows back i will be pretty much female looking, so it all works out. Im optimistic! I'm not going to give up again! This time im going to fucking push down anyone or anything in my way! WOOOOOOOOO. Night Blog! Seeya whenever. I'l tell you how it all whent.
