Hey Audrey,
Its 8 in the morning, so your probably not up. And even if you were, you probably wouldn’t be reading this. However, Audrey. I love you so much. You have no idea, I guess I sorta try and subside it to look cool or something. But I really do love you more then anything in the whole world. More then anyone ive ever felt for before. Its just, I feel so bad for just abandoning you in a time when you really do need me. And going away to another state.
I cant go a second without remembering you and your beautiful eyes and body. I keep thinking that im smelling you, and every horse I see makes me sad. I wish you were here so fucking bad girlie. I really do. And I really miss you. Earlier this morning before anyone was awake I was thinking about that night. The 4th of july. Remember? You and I walked out to the cemetery behind my house. And we tried to hit that plastic garbage can with the pebles? And I had my arm around you.
I don’t know why, but that just made me break out into tears. Over such a small memory. Audrey I know 3 weeks seams like a long time. And its hard for me to handle being this long without you. But if we try we’ll make it. I love you so much. And everytime I think about you. All I can do is just let out a tear over the fact that I wont be home for a good bit. I keep worrying that you might not like me as much after this. Or that you might break up with me over this period of time. But audrey, please if what we have together is so strong no amount of time could ever break it, ever.
Call me when you read this love. <3 I miss hearing your voice.
Ps. Peoples auuudrey has a blog now too! I havent had a chance to read it in detail yet. Considering the horrible internet. But heres a link. And Audrey, When I get a chance ile read them all and comment and stuff. <3 I lovve yooouuu.
-Awesome
Aww, I miss you too. More then anything right now, but baby it's not you're fault you had to go a vacation.. I'm still going to love you the same when you come home, I still love you the same now, silly! God, you worry waaaay to much! D: STOP! With the love like ours we'll always be together forever! I know this whole vacation thing is hard on the both of us, probably mostly me but we'll get through it together, maybe.. Ugh, I miss you. I love you too babe.
ReplyDeleteAnd really you don't have to read my blog, it's gay. Lol (:
Love youuuuuu.