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These posts only really usually talk about one thing in my life, so heres one with everything going on! So it is 5:06, and i'm really lonely. so if I start crying during this post its totally not my fault. Anyway, if you read my last post, you know. Today I was supposed to go on vacation. Well, that got post powned to tomorrow. or more of today. Its the morning so. yeah. Anyway. i have to wake up at like 8. So I guess ima sleep in the car? Or play HL2 the whole trip. When i first wake up. I have to call my Audrey, and if my parents let me, i'm going to try and go say goodbye. just for a second. i might bring her flowers or something. I don't know, just something to tell her i love her. This whole vacation thing has been really stressful for her. And i'm just trying to make it easier or something.
Anyway, So today i went over there. And we watched some of Transformers with our actor. Well lemme explain that, Me and Audrey love Shia labeouf Aka that dude from even stevans. Haha knew i would start crying during this post. Anywho. we love him so much that we made him our actor, Instead of having a song. So like 4 days ago we watched Holes, Then Disturbia, Then Today Transformers 1. And for a good 20 min she turned The Jonas Brothers on as loud as she could, jumped practicly on me and sang along to scare me. And it did. She did this with mardi gras beeds and a backwards baseball hat to try and "look gansta listening to the Jonas Brothers" until i put in demi lavoto. Who for some weird reason i like her voice, and music and stuff. Haha. It was hard to let her go at the end, but her mom was waiting in the car. God I love her. she doesn't even know how much :3.
My pinpal sent me a letter today :DD, it was really short, but ima send one back. And the best part about it is I'm going to talk about how great audrey is the entire letter! Haha by the way, dont ask what im doing. Cuz im listening to "Catch Me" by demi. It reminds me of audrey. so i do this everynight, haha and yet agian here come the tears again... Crying really does suck it right out of you. I guess ima go to sleep. Niggght.
I love you audrey
-Awesome

Ps.
Fuck You Vacation.